i always think of the colour grey wen i think of myself
Now Playing: secret- maroon 5
so lately nothing has bin going on with me. i work 5 days a week, play guitar and shop. yeah shop, i am quite good at that. i can spend quite a bit of money of one item which thinking back makes me feel quite ill. its a good job im sitting down!!!! as im sitting here my colour is turning a slightly brighter. i did recently go to see maroon 5 rock it out. they were awesome and adam mate, u r a complete hunk. that dude has the package!!! sigh! thats all i got to say now byeeeeeeeeee

christ
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: last trip around the sun-the spicoli's (local band)
sweet jesus where the hell am i! u kno everytime i leave my thoughts here i always feel paranoid that sum1 is going to read them. its crazy i kno!!!

Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: like a stone-audioslave
hey fuckers!! so i had a guitar lesson this morning and i think im starting to get the hang of this guitar milarky! i was on the subway earlier and this dude decides to strike up conversation and this is how it went:-
dude- "so u play guitar"
jay thinks (how the hell did he come to that conclusion)(oh, hang on a minute, i guess the big fuck off bag thats shaped like a guitar gave it away)
jay- "yeah"
dude- "i play drums"
jay- "oh really, thats nice"
dude- "i just moved from quebec"
jay- "great"
dude- "we shud start a band"
jay- "oh look its my stop"
dude- "can i hav your number"
jay- (pretending not to hear) bye mate

Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: hotel california
so i recently went to london, ontario to snowboard with a girl i work with and her husband. it was awesome kids, until the poor guy i went with broke his arm trying to grind!! i hav only bin snowboarding for a few weeks now and im already trying jumps!! is that stupid!?! hell i dont care, i wanna look good out there. i got the snowboard bug now, i wanna go everyday. thats all i got to say now so take care kids and dont do anything i wudnt. jay

get it up son
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: ever so sweet-early november
so i went to work yesterday as any normal person would but little did i kno it was turning out to b a shite day! i first picked up a box and i got sum crap on my penguin top which really pissed me off! i then went to open a window and ended up trapping my thumb. i then decided to put sum stuff on my top so i cud get the stain out, which wasnt really working out cos i was still wearing the top, so i decided to buy a new top from the store i work at so i could wash the stain remover out. then later on in the day i decided to walk into a glass cabinet taking a chunk out of my hip which bleeding hurt. i then thought it was about time to get a headache so i left work and wen i got home and threw up four times. so all in all i hav a fantastic day!!! i need tlc

Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: losing my religion
so kids, i think every religion shud b lost cos it causes so much crap in the world like wars!! dont get me wrong i do like a good scrap now and again but these sick bastards screw the world up with there teachings aand how they try and pass it on to other ppl. well sod that, if i ever become religious i hope i die!! on a lighter note i hav started guitar lessons again. i am really enjoying it. i hope i get good enough so i can play in a band!! love u loads all night long, jay

sweet mother of mary
Now Playing: zoe jane
so ladies and gentlemen apprently i was on queer as folk!! wot a scary thought i hear u say. just to set things straight if u guys hav any doubt i am not and i repeat NOT a homosexual!! i dont even swing,i am straight as an arrow. so if u wanna catch me on QAF for a good laugh watch it. thanks for ur time

Mood:  down
Now Playing: psycho girl
so has anyone watched butterfly affect?? i thought it was such a good film and it got really deep!! what if one could go back and change how you handled a certain situation. would you!?!

i worked
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: the everlasting-manic street preachers
i worked! oh, cant forget i booked myself a haircut for 7pm tomorrow. what a day i had, this is my dream life and the life every other manic depressive human wants!!!

thoughts on life!!
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: behind blue eyes
o.k kat here r my thoughts on life. ur life is like a card game! u play the hand ur dealt, and its up to you how u play it. some poor bastards take the cowards way out and kill themselves!! make the best of every day and dont take ur friends and family for granted!! jesus christ that was deep